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I've never not been the strong one. But today was, once again, another trial
of limitations and skewed expectations. Our hike up the mountain was created
and woven by an experienced trekker. A trekker who I came to find out was
the same man I'd seen out riding his four-wheeler up to mid-town from his
hotel/outpost (only a short walk). Not to be trusted, that man with pointy
teeth and stabbing blue eyes, a trekker who didnt trek. His mouth always
gaped an inch or so. If ever there was a person you knew was cruel, it was
he. He ate whatever he looked at, cut you up with those eyes and gnashed
you between those teeth. (Gossip: had he flown from Germany to escape the
fall of Nazi power, abandon ship?) Our trek was "easy, mostly horizontal
and you can come back tomorrow to get a harder trek if you like
and
you'll need a guide." I was eager to see the trail and get out into the forest
like the one beautiful time we did at Chuspipata, real hiking on overgrown
paths and dense relatively undisturbed growth to weave ourselves into. We
all had imagined winding trails and the dangers of getting lost heightening
the excitement of finally reaching the top of Chulimani, the urge to conquer.
Stark reality set in when after five minutes of hiking (straight up) out
of town, one of us had to turn back. And I myself in my weakened, still-healing
body was having trouble keeping pace (from a bad case of Montezuma's revenge,
as we called it. -I now know why small third world children with bad water
die from it.). At the edge of town we get onto a wide dirt road (no need
for a guide). for hours we hike on this road, literally hours, we hike uphill.
The fiber of determination strung tight and plucked again and again to play
a song of willpower with raw fingertips. After three hours I start crashing.
Everyone looks like hell, sweaty and exhausted. We're no longer a group but
a broken line spread over half a mile, few words are spoken to conserve breath
in the thin air. At the end of it, when it finally came, I had turned back
and Harvey had gotten his Viola bangii, all were in need of rest.